I have decided

I am going to write a book. Trust me. This isn't the first time I have decided this, and I don't really expect it to end better than all the other times, but hey, at least i'm trying right? Anyways. I got inspired by my best friend and basically the rest of the world. Everyone knows about 2012. I personally don't believe the world is going to end, but a lot of people do. And she was saying that if she really thought the world was going to end then she would go ahead and buy the car she really wants because the world would end before she paid the whole thing off.
And then she said "and if the world didn't end, I would just shoot myself." and then i said "That is such a good idea!!" So of course she and her sister thought I meant that shooting yourself was a good idea. I am not a morbid person! But it inspired me to write a book based on a person who decided to just live it up a year and then kill her/himself at the end. I'm sure I won't ever really write the whole thing, but I like getting ideas!
So maybe I should start. That's always my problem. I just don't know where to start. but I am going to figure it out.